Joy as our natural state of being

Being physically immortal, as I have always been, because being alive has inherent in it an endless capacity to keep living, means that joy is my natural state of being. This joy arises from my thoughts and feelings, from my organs, bones and skin. I am able to switch out of confusion and sadness into this deeply satisfying, peace of mind, state of gratitude and bliss. I connect with my body, that means, with myself, and leave the state of repetitive, obsessive thinking, where hell exists, and bring myself to myself where joy springs forth and all my people burst into plain sight, into my mind's eye. And then, I exhale and relax. That deep rest I'm staying around for, the rest and relaxation of you and me together.

The Sacred Body

Physical Immortality renders human flesh sacred. Takes back all the qualities of humanity that were once transposed onto the idea of 'god'. It's a relief to be able to spell that word without a capital 'G'. Will anyone notice? And if they do, what will they think about it?

All the cellular activity, merging with thought and feeling, that makes up the substance of our bodies as we live, enjoy, experience and mature, is enough to boggle the rational mind.

Boggle me forever because I will never try to work out the workings of my flesh. I will feed myself the best food available, I will even seek these foods out, black market or not, and keep my mind set on joy and deep and satisfying interactions with my people, other physically immortal people who are finding their way to being the best that they can be.

Together, we are changing ourselves, each other, and our environment. Changing everything to stay alive, to be able to say, 'Hey, I reversed cancer, I remained one with a person I loved but could not live with, I disallowed poverty to keep its hold, I saw the mortal world for what it was, a distraction from who I am, a pit rather than a world - of negativity, a hole of addiction where recession, separation, fears and bad health reign. That pit means nothing and misses its mark with us.

We are the freshest flesh, innocence, trustworthy, blessed, forever alive, capable of all things, beautiful.

Being Physically Immortal

Being Physically immortal means responding to my people. Allowing their words and physical presence to make an impact in my own person, an impact in my flesh. I like to feel you deep in my bones, at every turn in the daily road, facing financial, career, emotional and physical challenges that I need to face and i do it, with you beside, inside and with me.

Looking forward to our event tonight!

A greater intimacy together

I like what Bernie and Jim are asking from us as a body of people. More intimacy, a greater passion, to be able to hold one another and inspire the new movement that each of us needs to do to break away from the person we were, that person that needs to go right now so that we can become a greater manifestation of physically immortal flesh.

This closeness that they are asking for has never existed before. No one knows about it, however Bernie and Jim do have a feeling, a sense of it, they see the future of its actuality in the ways we would be with each other if we were realizing that closeness.

Disappointments go hand in hand with expectations and fantasies we carry of one another. This person did this to me but that person would never do that so I'll go to that person and avoid the one that disappointed me. That person isn't doing 'it' right so I'll stay with the ones I feel are doing 'it' right. Sometimes its hard to remember that I have made mistakes too, I've disappointed, isolated, hummed and hahhed, held back, tightened up, acted unethically, apologized one too many times without making the change, been abusive, dishonest, rejected you when you tried to give me your heart, dished out some party line crap, couldn't see my way clear.

Oh let me hold you and give me your skin to skin contact. Hold me. Let my arm rest against your arm. Let my smile light up the room when I see you. Forgive me for my trespasses. See me new even when I don't see myself new. Take me with you next time you go dancing, shopping, eating, hanging out, movie viewing, travelling, to a meeting in the car together, sit by my side, tell me all the things I know yet need to hear, watch me grow, grow with me, let's keep our bodies free and strong, let me hear you, talk to me about your life and feelings, let me listen, find the way through all the obtacles of death, they're dead to us, they're no longer of any substance because together in this new intimacy we are called upon, we will burn through, our flaming flesh disintegrates and clears the way.

I am so alive when I am with you. I can't stop smiling. My heart beats pure, the monsoon rains freshen my thoughts, the air is wet and reaches deeper into my lungs. I see you and I feel I am the same as you.

Thank you so much for being my life and my love. Thank you Bernie and Jim and Chuck.