Sunday, December 20, 2009

Physical Immortal You

The human body is the supreme expression of 'soul'. How can I see, feel, enjoy, bond with that sense of spirited joy and deep emotion without having a person, a physical body with me?

I have meditated, and honestly, it's calming, it's nice to be quiet and not have to talk, I like having my eyes closed, shutting out the unlimited sensorium of the world, every now and then. But fundamentally, meditation bored me. I never felt the 'universe' i was told i could feel. The people around me meditating with me had beautiful smiles and liked me, but where are they now? And wasn't half the point of it the fact that we were together experiencing our bodies doing something new? Our bodies. our bodies...our fabulous, delicious, intelligent, beautiful, powerful bodies.

Living here in Scottsdale and having Jim and Bernie and Chuck speaking on a constant basis, along with 120 others also speaking how they feel and experience living without death, is the highest life I have ever lived. It's the last stop on the bus stop. I'm not moving on from here to elsewhere. If you think I'm your stepping stone, I'm sorry for you. You've missed out on being with me always, changing together, watching and prompting each other to make those changes.

I'm so happy to be a person who needs other people. I love how intimate I feel when I meet perfect strangers, as though, I have known them all along, I don't have to wait to get to know them, or for them to trust me. They'll do what they have to do with how I am with them, but this is how I feel. It's so freeing to finally let go of being a lone identity walking all over this earth, trying to find something, someone, coming up empty most of the time. I found my people, people who look me in the eye and tell me how they feel. People who won't put up with sentimental critical crap. People who remind me how glorious I am and how important we are together.
Physically immortal you, human being, flesh, fingers toes heart liver teeth brow chest spine body - beautiful body. Come to Scottsdale and meet us we'll have a blast together, now and forever.

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