Joy as our natural state of being

Being physically immortal, as I have always been, because being alive has inherent in it an endless capacity to keep living, means that joy is my natural state of being. This joy arises from my thoughts and feelings, from my organs, bones and skin. I am able to switch out of confusion and sadness into this deeply satisfying, peace of mind, state of gratitude and bliss. I connect with my body, that means, with myself, and leave the state of repetitive, obsessive thinking, where hell exists, and bring myself to myself where joy springs forth and all my people burst into plain sight, into my mind's eye. And then, I exhale and relax. That deep rest I'm staying around for, the rest and relaxation of you and me together.