A greater intimacy together

I like what Bernie and Jim are asking from us as a body of people. More intimacy, a greater passion, to be able to hold one another and inspire the new movement that each of us needs to do to break away from the person we were, that person that needs to go right now so that we can become a greater manifestation of physically immortal flesh.

This closeness that they are asking for has never existed before. No one knows about it, however Bernie and Jim do have a feeling, a sense of it, they see the future of its actuality in the ways we would be with each other if we were realizing that closeness.

Disappointments go hand in hand with expectations and fantasies we carry of one another. This person did this to me but that person would never do that so I'll go to that person and avoid the one that disappointed me. That person isn't doing 'it' right so I'll stay with the ones I feel are doing 'it' right. Sometimes its hard to remember that I have made mistakes too, I've disappointed, isolated, hummed and hahhed, held back, tightened up, acted unethically, apologized one too many times without making the change, been abusive, dishonest, rejected you when you tried to give me your heart, dished out some party line crap, couldn't see my way clear.

Oh let me hold you and give me your skin to skin contact. Hold me. Let my arm rest against your arm. Let my smile light up the room when I see you. Forgive me for my trespasses. See me new even when I don't see myself new. Take me with you next time you go dancing, shopping, eating, hanging out, movie viewing, travelling, to a meeting in the car together, sit by my side, tell me all the things I know yet need to hear, watch me grow, grow with me, let's keep our bodies free and strong, let me hear you, talk to me about your life and feelings, let me listen, find the way through all the obtacles of death, they're dead to us, they're no longer of any substance because together in this new intimacy we are called upon, we will burn through, our flaming flesh disintegrates and clears the way.

I am so alive when I am with you. I can't stop smiling. My heart beats pure, the monsoon rains freshen my thoughts, the air is wet and reaches deeper into my lungs. I see you and I feel I am the same as you.

Thank you so much for being my life and my love. Thank you Bernie and Jim and Chuck.