Physical Immortality Means ending Duality

Being dual, split, of two minds means the flesh is in a state of unrest. Thinking this then that. Liking yourself one minute, disliking something about yourself the next. Fulminating over what he or she did or said. Wondering how to protect yourself next time. How will you do it differently next time to make sure you've got the upper hand, the control? Tossing and turning in bed at night, or during the day, at work, fully clothed with that smile plastered to your face.
Who's right and who's wrong in every situation and how do I convince myself that I'm right, every time?

Yesterday, I ended all that for myself. Being physically immortal means that I am able to receive a touch, a comment, a deep conversation from another person who has noticed something about myself that is no longer complimentary to my staying alive forever. Being open to that touch, that feeling and expression to me from another person allows my body to expand. It's like I feel the actual skin spread out, giving me more room to live, to move, to feel and be felt. Dimitri, one of the men who are part of my immortal life, spoke to me a few weeks back about wanting me to stop rejecting myself. He told me I had been told this many times, and he felt it was time that I actually did something about it. It's serious, he said. This is the kind of thing that kills people and he felt, I could die along with this habit I had. I felt his concern and I thanked him. I felt there was something in it but it wasn't until yesterday, driving around, and finally hearing my mind and what I was doing to myself with the automatic thinking that goes on, that I shouted "NO!" As soon as I stopped the angry, self defeating, self-deprecating monologue, I felt lighter, a sense of relief. That monologue disappeared and that's when I saw that it was merely a habit. A way of life I had carried with me from the day I was able to self-reflect, whenever that age was for me. Questioning everything said to me, wondering if praise was real, if criticism would ever end, if I was going to become 'right' some day, instead of always 'wrong'.
Well now, I am taking what Bernie said at our last event, about finally valuing herself, seeing how valuable she really is, the impact she has on others, taking that in and accepting it, living it, having a rest with herself. It's the same for all of us. We must know our value, and I am experiencing mine now.

My intention is to outlive death and all its slimey, underhanded ways. I do this with you. You speak to me and wake me up. You adore me. You make changes you need to make. You stop me in my tracks and lighten up the world with how simple living really is. I'm so happy tonight. I have ended duality and I can relax and feel a completeness I have never felt before.

We've been speaking about how important it is to fuse together, to feel one another as our selves. To have such an awareness of one another and a passion for each other. To trust and be relaxed and be there when the crucial times are calling. Well, I feel this ending of duality has paved my way to fusion with all of you. The more the word is spoken, the more organically we respond and change begins to reformulate our bodies, reactions, words, sense of each other. Now that I am whole and not split, I am free to move towards and into you, to give myself in ways I never have, to show you the way through the valley of death, not just expect you to show me.

What a supreme life. What a classy, interesting, smart, attractive, warm, welcoming, endlessly entertaining body of people we are.

I Am Proud

Have you ever been so extremely proud of those around you? I have…I am. “You are known by the company you keep,” is the old cliché standard many hold as true. Without a doubt, I want to be known by the company I keep. I marvel at the brilliance of those around me. And I am deeply touched by the depths to which they are willing to travel into their own inner darkness to have life. A darkness which if not enlightened ultimately results in death. And so, I have the privilege to share in an experiencing of people on a level much greater than the shallow nonsense most shares. And I am comforted by the solidity of our keeping of one another. I know with every individual experience comes the collective experience. No one is alone with us….even when they may think so. I am proud of us. I am proud of myself. I am proud to be physically immortal.

Physical Immortality is Radical

Last night we had a meeting here in Scottsdale, AZ which was radical; more radical than what death is. There is no way a physical body can live without being taken care of, nurtured, and constantly being released from old baggage.
We always say that, "we are our bodies." That is a huge statement, think about it. You are your body, your physical body. Are you taking care of it?, are you giving it enough fuel?, are you constantly getting rid of any toxic waste? Think about it, you are your lungs, you are your heart, you are your kidneys. To really give and focus in our own physical bodies is being in total integrity. The real joy comes when there are no more splits between you and your body. You are one with your physical body.
I am so touched by this. I used to have a split within me, there was me and there was my body somewhere... Obesity, victimization, dysfunctional past lives, where is the physical body in those situations? We are so used to being distracted by imaginary friends, by the spiritual life, by the thousands of mental scenarios we constantly create, and mainly, we are so distracted by our inner war. See, the physical body is the most potent design there has ever been and many potent physical bodies together is atomic. It is not an external force, call it as you wish, it is the physical body. That is why the split and the separation.
I have experienced an intimacy with another physical immortal person where we can wipe out death codes that have been registered in our bodies. The physical bodies of each of us are connected, we speak the same language, and so, we step onto the physical dimension. That is the real sacredness.
So, I am radically taking care of my physical body, it is my treasure as all the other physical immortals bodies who are here with me, they are all my treasures!

2010 the year of Physical Immortality

This is our year, our hour upon hour of celebrating being alive together. The Winter event has been and gone, we went everywhere together, deep into our psyches and our bodies. We traveled all over this world, we turned every culture upside down with our clarity and purpose. Death fled as it always does and always will when we are together, exploring, accepting change, understanding what it takes, moving fast, feeling what we have to feel without sentimentality. I cannot feel sorry for myself, but I must feel what comes to the surface. All my tears all my joy, the heightened pleasure of being together every Monday and Friday evening.

Thank you all so much for being here with me, meeting and making that commitment to our life together. It takes guts, money, consistent movement, a capacity for unending pleasure, an ability to face the uncomfortable hold death has had on our bodies and tearing it away, in one quick swoop. Responding to Bernie and Jim and Chuck as they whoosh through our cells, like a beautiful breeze, a powerful storm, a quiet ocean of unending, gentle waves.

Immortalty Breakthrough Event coming up

We are super excited about the week-long physical immortality event starting in Scottsdale Dec. 26th through New Years Eve. What an awesome way to usher in another ridiculously short year. Time flies when you are physically immortal. And I'm personally looking forward to the day when we won't have to qualify immortal with "physical", since it's the only real immortality there is. Maybe one day we'll reach a tipping point in which enough people get real about their lives that all the non-physical immortals out there--the spiritual and religious immortals--will have to qualify their immortality as "make believe" immortality. But let's not hold our breath. For now, we'll just enjoy being real about being here forever with our own comrades in living at People Unlimited. See you at the event!

Physical Immortal You

The human body is the supreme expression of 'soul'. How can I see, feel, enjoy, bond with that sense of spirited joy and deep emotion without having a person, a physical body with me?

I have meditated, and honestly, it's calming, it's nice to be quiet and not have to talk, I like having my eyes closed, shutting out the unlimited sensorium of the world, every now and then. But fundamentally, meditation bored me. I never felt the 'universe' i was told i could feel. The people around me meditating with me had beautiful smiles and liked me, but where are they now? And wasn't half the point of it the fact that we were together experiencing our bodies doing something new? Our bodies. our bodies...our fabulous, delicious, intelligent, beautiful, powerful bodies.

Living here in Scottsdale and having Jim and Bernie and Chuck speaking on a constant basis, along with 120 others also speaking how they feel and experience living without death, is the highest life I have ever lived. It's the last stop on the bus stop. I'm not moving on from here to elsewhere. If you think I'm your stepping stone, I'm sorry for you. You've missed out on being with me always, changing together, watching and prompting each other to make those changes.

I'm so happy to be a person who needs other people. I love how intimate I feel when I meet perfect strangers, as though, I have known them all along, I don't have to wait to get to know them, or for them to trust me. They'll do what they have to do with how I am with them, but this is how I feel. It's so freeing to finally let go of being a lone identity walking all over this earth, trying to find something, someone, coming up empty most of the time. I found my people, people who look me in the eye and tell me how they feel. People who won't put up with sentimental critical crap. People who remind me how glorious I am and how important we are together.
Physically immortal you, human being, flesh, fingers toes heart liver teeth brow chest spine body - beautiful body. Come to Scottsdale and meet us we'll have a blast together, now and forever.

The Inseparable Connection

There is a connection with another body that surpasses even your own understanding. Like an umbilical cord connecting mother and child it gives life in a complex and magical way. I enjoy the pleasure of having so many here in Scottsdale with whom I have this connection. And I have Jim, Bernie and Chuck to thank for it.

The plain and simple truth is I cannot live without any of these guys. I don’t want to be without them. And so, I have a missing when they are not with me. I accept their absence knowing it is only temporary. For I have an insatiable hunger of their presence...of their body…of their touch. Because they are my life….and without them I cannot survive.  This is my physical immortality.